2012.

a year ago, i decided to quit my job. i dont like the work, i dont like the people around me, if there were 20 people, only 2 of them are sincere and i dont like the environment. i dont really care about my work, if i quit, i always get a new job easily n most important, the salary is always increasing.. haha.

i was forced to take care of my grandmother while i still searching for a new job. my mother ask me to stay at home for a few months so by end of july, she will resign n i will start looking for job again..

here am i, sitting at home n a new task occur, changing diaper, feed her, accompany her.  first few month, i feel like a total loser. sitting at home while my friends getting married, receive a handsome pay and what did i earn? rm200 pocket money from my oldest sister. who is my real friend? three cute cat. 

by may 2012,  i have to help on my  second sister's wedding. me n mom searching for the mini pelamin consist of flower n curtain. we also go to jakel kl, nilai 3, n i also went to serembn to submit her document.

after the wedding, she got pregnant. we were very excited since it is first grandchild in our own family. i also receive an interview with government, but luckily, i dont get it.
i also got few interview invitation but i make up excuses.. i dont want to work in a place that leave me in stress anymore.
this year,, 2 of my uncle and 1 of my auntie passaway.  they are still young, 47 n 51.. died bcoz of health reason. i was able to meet them before they died and managed to go to their funeral.. if i got the job, i must be in training rite now..

2012 really took me down. it force me to go in very dark area where i dun feel like living anymre. somehow, it took me one damn year. it teach me how to be patient, how to be strong, how to appreciate what u have, how u enjoy even there are little penny in your hand.. how materialistic i am before, always feel it is not enough, always seeking for next better offer until i was left only rm200 per month! 
by december, Allah give me strength to started my own business. ;-)  now im in a business in health n beauty product. as i always dream to be.

by next may 2013, i will be at Istanbul n  mekah yaw!!!! what a bless to finaly go to Allah's house with such a young age, im 26!!

did i regret leaving almost 3k job a year ago? hell no! kau ada??? x keje tp org sponsor g mekah n g jenjaln kat turki??? heheh. sabar itu manis. :-D