digging my pic 2006-2013

part 3 diploma in UiTM Sarawak, 19 tahun.

part 5 diploma.20 tahun

last day at uitm sarawak, 2008

most of the picture is my bare face.. double chin pun takde lagi time ni.

why suddenly i post my old pic? just one to see how much i deviate from my true self. after binge, stress and overeating, it really affect my skin, my body and self confidence. only people that have experienced what i am going thrugh can relate to this.

me in middle 2012. afteri stop using weight management product, my metabolisme slow termendously. i feel exhausted all the time, moody, like old folk waiting to die. i even hate to wakeup in the morning because i feel that i have nothing to pursue. 

pernah rasa jerawat penuh satu muka, kulit kusam,  dengan kesan jerawat lama tak pudar2? i've been there too...pakai la segala jenis krim and ubt konon blh hilangkan parut, working hanya mula2 je, pastu slowly mcm x de ape2 effect. nothing come as i expected. my bad. takde ilmu, org lain ckp ya, kite pun ye kan je. mujurnya my skin agak cerah complexion. so tak perlu nak makan ubat putihkan kulit pulak. 

Ada 1 HIKMAH. YOU DONT APPRECIATE NIKMAT ALLAH  UNTIL YOU LOST IT. 

In Shaa Allah, i will back on track. it just too long i dont take care of myself. Ya Allah, berikan la aku peluang untuk berubah kearah lebih baik. Amin